A month have past and everything is just as cunfusing as always.
After a long journy by my fathers side he has just grabbed the straw of life again. This also means that I come back to my reality like cannonball in full speed.
My journey just took a break on the other side of the river Styx.
I really saw this very famous dog bark like hell................................
This last week I has though been with my head in Heaven. The whole family and some really good friends visited Anna in the land of dreams and took part of the world I´m longing for.
Longing so much that I ruined the homecome of my beloved wife.
Just seeing her standing there att the airport of Skavsta with a piece of everydays life made me completely furios.
Really without any reasonably cause.
This furiosity must be the compressed longing of another life.
I just tasted it for one week and now I´m back in my destructive treadmill.
As P.J. says; -"I turned my Welcome sign to Closed"